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S4 Ch.30 “Assurance”
Yoo Jung asked for permission to go out from the class because he had some ’emergency’. The professor halfheartedly said if emergency, then go. Jung said thanks then go out and run to school infirmary to see Seol.
I think he looked a bit scary while looking at her first😄 He kept staring at her for so loooonnnnggg. Then looked at her rather cynically(idk, it doesn’t look friendly to me?) “Hong Seol, you fell down, got cut by a knife (probably refer to homeless women incident)” “..a mess/ruined…”
(idk what’s he implying here though)
Then Seol stirred and grabbed the pillow with her hand. He looked surprised, starring at her hand and unconsciously reaching it with his, he stopped for a while before holding it, then proceeded with a finger, trying to touch her hand (OH GOD /SPAZZ/). Seol suddenly opened her eyes and starred right at him. He put his hand on her eyes, told her to sleep again.
Seol held the hand on her eyes and said “You haven’t left yet? How kind.. Go, quickly. Thanks” (I don’t think she’s realized it’s Jung..she’s had a fever before..so she’s not in the right mind LOL. PLUS she spoke in Banmal. She never does so to Jung. Probably thought it’s Euntaek again HAHHA). Jung stared at her, wide-eyed. Stood still until she finally released her hand from his. Jung removed his too, he still looked shocked. He then saw a piece a paper almost fell out of her pocket. It’s a phone number. He looked at it, folded it, then put it back in her pocket. He also fixed her blanket. He still stood there, thinking “Though it’s weird..” (please note everything in this chapter is thought by JUNG, so even I don’t put “_” it’s Jung’s). Though it was frustrating…now I understand. Somehow is my feeling changing a little bit? Though it is even weirder. When I see you (looking at Seol)…Even though the complicated things on the inside barely make me jump.. Somehow those things that i might get because of you. Maybe it can subside down through you again..at one point, that kind of ending come to us so. I dunno since when I arrive to such conclusion. So, why…? There’s no reason (groundless). Cause everything has happened till now it’s a pity/disappointing..I wanna make sure again. “After all of that…i just wanna say..” Then he kinda say though he never once regret his actions/behavior (toward her?).. “Until this time..(looking at sick Seol)…” (aka NOW HE REGRETS IT haha)
The scenes shift a bit to scenery outside.. Then back to Jung who looked a bit shock (like he comes to realize something)..while looking at Seol “how come..slowly…I can’t run away” “Hong Seol… falls down…(become) weak” He thought of her crying (Seol-like cry xD) after she’d talked to her mom by phone (which he overheard), her laying down after taking care of him (she was sick too), then her crouching down (previous chapter). Then his expression is like O_O (fully realizes? lol), “Seol-a”, looking at her with a very cute smile now, crouching and leaning towards her a little, “Seol-a.” *smiles* “Do you want to do your homework with me?”, “Do you want to eat with me?” (BOY IS CRAZY HE TALKS TO A SLEEPING GIRL WHILE SMILING HAPPILY GDI LOL). He stood up straight again..looking happy and relieved(?), still smiling, calling her name again “Seol-a” *ends and I die a little lol*
=Thanks to Sharkey the Panty who helped me translating this chapter=